In memory of you

You run in my mind and my soul. My head swirls with memories of you by my side. You never judged me. You loved me. As the days turn into weeks and the weeks turn into months I realize time fades but not you, never you. You are in the air I breathe, in the earth i touch and and sun that shines down on me on a warm day. My selfish soul wants you here now. But, my loving heart is happy you are not in pain. May the gods be treating you like the Goddess you truly are. Love you bread and butter ! what can I do.... the memory of you hurts so bad. I never stood a chance with you in my life. The worlds a gloom and the birds chirps are so blue... it's so sad here with out you. I hold it in screaming on the inside it's so loud my ears are ringing its